More than once I've talked myself out of posting this, for two reasons. Impostor Syndrome being the first, and the second being the fact I am terrible at asking for any kind of help (thank you for that bad lesson, childhood - it really isn't at all helpful).
If you've seen me around here then you know what I do, but if you don't then I write stories for '
The Many Worlds'. Not enough, as far as my mind is concerned, due to how complicated life has been for the last 18 months. In short my long term partner had some serious mental health issues we're slowly getting through - and it took a lot of energy to use through it all. During that time my energy all went into my main earner - ghostwriting. However, even with all that energy going into it, there have still been months when it's been a struggle to find it. Last month was bad. I'm burnt out, almost permanently exhausted, and trying to work through too much alone.
That's why I'm posting here. 'The Many Worlds' went through some changes. The website has a different URL, I took everything down and started from scratch, and I'm slowly trying to build up the
Patreon. For the moment I'm focusing on grocery money. We spend around £150 ($200) a month on food, although I have been stretching this out to around six weeks, and this means having a lot of the same dinners over and over. Before my partner's savings dwindled to almost nothing he was the one who paid for those groceries. Now I'm taking that on, along with rent, because, for the moment, he's not in a place where he can work. (I am working on getting him to the doctor again, but that's an added complication, and another draw on my energy.)
Patreon, I hope, will become that grocery fund. I'm here to ask for patrons. For every two new patrons I'm going to post something newly edited up at the website. That's at any level. I also have a
Ko-fi, so if that's something you'd prefer to do I'm also going to post something for every two coffees. If I reach $50 at Patreon then I've got a couple of ideas as to what I'm going to do for it, but no definite decisions yet. From there I'm going to do something for every $50 point after that - and if I reach the $200, making it possible for me to get groceries next month without having to stress out about it, I'm probably going to cry.
Signal boosting is also much appreciated. Let me know about your boost here, and I'll post a snippet of one of the newer stories I've been working on, or some world building, or something from one of the characters I know the best. This can be DW/LJ, Twitter, or anywhere else you happen to have a place to boost. (One thing for each boost, so boost three times and get three things.)